i don't really expect you to care. it won't surprise me if you don't. seems we are just caught in this. and i want to scream. it's hard to care at all. because i feel exhausted and i'm tired of saying the same things over and over and over again. the easy thing to do is not to call..and not to talk...and not to think about it. think about the way we have become so bad at fixing things...remember when we were champions at it? when we could have made it through anything in one night...could have talked it out, no walls...no leaving....just us making sure we were okay before we went to bed each night. we were better then. much better.

more than yesterday|less than tomorrow