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the great sadness.
i feels like i'm cut off from everything. from creativity, from talking, from being myself. not as if i CHOOSE not to be involved, but as if i can't be. for some reason i don't know. it feels very frightening and i want to fight it, but i don't have the energy. i never have the energy. no matter how much i rest. it feels like i can't swallow. it feels like emotional heartburn. like my heart is on fire but i can't get away from the damage.
more than yesterday|less than tomorrow
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