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08-21-08 ¥ 12:25 a.m.

falling again
I hear myself falling again
i hear myself trying to see
the best in you, the best in me
caring again
i feel myself caring again
i feel myself trying to be
all the things i never was, never could be

I see, the way you look at me (and it hurts sometimes)
I see, all the things i wanted to see

but i'm afraid
afraid i'll break you down again
afraid it's not really me
and it's not you either

running again
i am running again
without know what i am running
to or from
writing again
thats one good thing i am writing again
its just as sad as the first time
but with more justification

I see, the way you smile (and know its for me)
I see, all the things we could be

but i'm afraid
afraid i'll break you down again
afraid it's not really me
and it's not you either
i'm afraid
afraid i'll break you down again
and it's not really me at all
it's not you either

this will be
the threshold we couldn't cross the first time
this will be (oh it will be)
the vows we broke from the first line

and i'm afraid
afraid i'll fuck it up again
and you won't try hard for me
and i won't try either
i'm afraid
afraid we'll just bail again
with more wounds than before
and we won't mend either.

more than yesterday|less than tomorrow


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